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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
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Well i guess i will be busy during Sep coz i got to meet the friends that we long time no see...! Even my best friend..! Haiz, after leaving STC for 2 year thing change so much.. In fact everyday thing do change is just how u going to handle it..! :) Well, everyone study in different sch is harder to meet up cos all time-table is different too..! Is like this..! Holiday is the only time to meet..!

And recently i'm so in love with comic book.. Now reading Mirmo Zibang.. Brought the volume 2 and 3 on monday.. Actualy i fall in love after reading MooMoo volume 1 book that i brought her as christmas present(no idea which year was a long time ago)

Hmm, I wondering now should i just work until the 10Aug or 17Aug.. To my will i think i will be working until 10Aug cos i don't have the heart working la..! Almost put all my heart onto my study just to aim for 3.5 haha..! I would still perfer to go Poly first or else O level..! Haiz..! Actually i don't wan to take O cos is a waste of time for me, as if after O level i will need to go H'NITEC or Poly for other course..! Ok, off to sleep..! Cos tmr morning someone no matter wat need to pull me up, just to go sch for my customer skill..! >.< Then follow him go NUS 'that will be boring..!' NVM..!

Haha, maybe it still early to say but is a good planning after all for the both of us ba..! We starts to save money then hopefully to get married in 2012..! Haha Either July or Sep..! It need to be on a sat mostly so is easy for everyone? Wanted Sep but the day/date is on the sunday..! Sian..! -_-"

Jia you Vanessa and to all readers too..! ^_^

9:27 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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Yesterday celebrated with dear dear..
This the first time he cook, and cooked for me..! ^^
Haha, is 1 year..! 6 more year to go..!

I wonder why a small fitting room
yet people wants to go in and try together..
There three people going into the fitting room together..!
Haiz, funny la..!

3:00 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Sunday, July 27, 2008
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Tmr is our 1year anniversary liao..
Haha, I'm so happy for the day to come..!
I love you dear..!

10:18 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Friday, July 25, 2008
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I try so hard to make myself to go sch from mon to fri.. But i always fail to do so.. Then fri, sat & sun has to work, there no more free time for me at all.. I have been to my online lesson for a long time liao.. This week, with dear dear forceing me up and going to sch i wake up everyday.. N even today too but in the end i didn't go sch.. Morning meet Li Zhen pass her the cookie i make last night as well as her present.. Heehee..! Today during my break took some photo..

Yesterday dear dear and me were making cookie.. Haha, very fun, but the first few tray of the cookie are a bit bitter..! Haha..

Photo time:





8:59 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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In sch we are too boring,
Then Azura and i was playing GMP glove..
This is wat happen to the glove...

Just now, after sch went West Mall to meet dear dear..
And also cut my hair..! Well, so so only...!

This is the photo i help Li Zhen(Mummy) to take..!

9:16 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



I so love the weather yesterday.. So cooling...
Not hot nither very cold..!
If everyday also like this so nice la..
Only thing is, it raining..!

Wow, more and more people coming to read my blog..

Then i'm in sch now..
Just now help Li Zhen to take a photo of Milk and Her together,
then send it to her..!
The next moment is, she went to set it as wallpaper..
First reaction is 'OMG so nice..! '

Ok, I'm super tired la..
I wonder, if i'm a good friend to any of my friend..
I wonder, would any one talk bad about me at my back..
I wonder, why can't you people just tell me the truth..!

There people who told me, A talking bad about me to other..
I know, after knowing A for so long..
Tell then tell lol, like i care..! Haha..!

ok, Take Care..
Smile..! :) :) :)
and with your teeth.. :D
Haha

2:35 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Monday, July 21, 2008
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Few people came to ask me wat happen with the both of us(James & Me)
Thx for the concern, nothing much la.. Haha..
Of coz no quarrel or wat la.. Unhappy only.. Heehee

Hmm, today Mr Han very wat lol..
Ask us choose a person for phase test..
But can't choose the old one..
Actually i also don't really like la..
So in any case is Mr Han fault...
We have already know each other for so long liao..
Change le got different mehz..! Hump..! >.<

Nothing much liao..
Bye..........................^_^

8:38 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Sunday, July 20, 2008
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Other:
Nothing much lei, busy weekend..
Cos working... ^_^

Work:
Fri - First day work...
Nothing much, it's still the same..
But got to know two more new staff...
Norman and Lionel...
Hmm, have the feeling that Norman don't like me, NVM who cares...
Lionel quite handsome la.. Haha.. Older then me 1 year only lei..
When back as normal, can do payment, etc...
Then first day work but people see me working,
so not like my frist day work lol...!

Sat - Work Afternoon, quite a happy day working...
But there is a guy who is so action/stupid/idoit guy!
He was standing at the cashie, then i saw him la..
So i walk toward him and ask. . . .
Me: Sir! Payment???
Customer: No..!
(Taking out his wallet) Mine reaction - STUPID!
Me: (Contine to stand at the cashie, and log in my account)
Customer: (Giving me $50) but paying a item for only $9.80
Me: action(Ok lol, do the payment.. Give him back the remaining change..)
Customer: no thank u??
Me: in my heart(Stupid, go die first be4 asking me saying thank u to u)


Sun: Today quite a unlucky day,
make wrong payment.. charge extra 1 more pants, then need to void...
Then met a few stupid customer.. and some unreasonable..
Then today saw a customer that brought a blouse from me yesterday,
came back with her friend..
Oh yeah..! Haha
Saw a regular customer - she the one during sale period who try and try a lot but buy only 1-2 cloths.. China woman..!
Chey, then i already finish working still call me..
Hello i'm with my bag can't you see? Blind ar?

7:58 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Wednesday, July 16, 2008
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Found out, I can't put too much hope on meeting dear dear... I'm already happy this past 2 month we been meeting everyday, No matter, how busy we are...! Now knowing you meetig me later, I can't be too much hope on it... Later bcos of this can't come later that, Then i prefer not to put too much hope on it... Is always like this de there thing held up it de, the last time was Valentine's Day or even more but not so important so NVM, I wounder this coming 28 July will there be something held up again... I got no idea, and i don't wish to think abt it liao... You may find myself being unreasonable, or even selfish... NVM anything already..! I have give up... It may cause you unhappy i don't know, but i hope you know i'm really unhappy, and kind of tired liao..! 讲我无理屈脑,满不讲理,或是没考录到你也可以。 总之是我不对就可以了! All this 是完全我讲的。 Got nothing to do with anyone... NVM don't wish to say liao..! I pray for less suddenly pop out things..!

Last but not least, I luv dear.. Plz try not to be like this can? Though of my feeling first can?

Vanessa don't put too much hope, later sad and angry again then you know..! And it will take you one whole day or even two day to cool down..! Jia You..!

10:53 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



The last msg i sms with dear dear was this morning 10plus am...
Until now, no news from him,
My mummy called him but no pick up...
Now is already 7plus pm...
Angry with him???
Ok he just msg me...
Said not coming over liao... >.<

Today wed liao, two more days to work...
I wounder wat will happen!
Haha...
Fri/Sat&Sun will be doing opening and closing with Choy Wan...
Got accompany...

Tmr Lifeskill lesson of customer skill...
Teacher said must attend,
So hopefully tmr go once first see how lol...
Li Zhen(Mummy) if she wake up then she give me morning call,
then i will be going to school...

Morning was doing something, then li zhen
Found out tat i'm working when she having her birthday party...
Hopefully Hafizah allow me to work 12-8pm..
Or else i really can't go liao...

Grandmother seem to be more and more unhappy with me...
Ok, I won't really go mind about it...
Cos she still saying about me moving back
then didn't accompany her 4 shopping....

I'm boring again,
actually when you see me posting almost everyday
and have long post means i have nothing to do...
Dear not accompanying me..! Hump..
Go Off liao...

6:59 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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Today went IMM cos long time didn't go with dear dear liao...
The very first thing we went into a shop is G2, Yayaya...
Then so 'unlucky' saw my manger(Mummy), then chat chat abit with James first,
Next me, guess wat by asking me back to help out in the sale..
At least for a month...
Ok lol, got money.. And i'm nice k... :D heehee
Most pro working for a month only la,
hopefully until 17Aug or else will be 24 or 31Aug liao..
After thinking i should stop on the 24Aug coz Sep got my final exam..!
Sian... Ok, this fri going back to GWM(G2 West Mall)..
Hi my old friend..! Nothing new to me, still able to do cashier.. Haha..

Today finished doing my PPR Phase Test, OMG teacher said can only score C or D..
NVM..!
Ok, nothing much, good night..!

Change of my blogskin, kind of like it.. Heehee!

10:51 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Sunday, July 13, 2008
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Sch start 1 week le,
Still remember Monday i go sch is a big shock...
No student?? Cos Youth day,
Sad lei, ITE also youth lei..
Somemore youth age is from 16-25 year old..
My "nice" teacher Mr Han first day of sch ask us
go draw the aspirin unit (line-tracing)..
Everyone so sian, no one is drawing lol, all slack for 1hr plus cool..
Then we told him today is youth day lei,
he said we are no longer youth,
Tat why no holiday.. Lol...!
Then why JC student also can have holiday.. Hump
Teacher (My CA teacher) say cannot skip our Lifeskill lesson anymore,
or else can't gradute.. Go for wat, who would wan to go chey..!

Went to Kat’s Friend blog (www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com)
and knowing wat has happened to her BF...
It was really a sad incident for sure a loving couple…
Almost cry after reading the post she posted up…
Then it reminds me I should cherish every single moment with Dear...
Not Dear only but my family members and friends…
And I promise I will…
I have so many thoughts on my mind…
If it’s me I would not be able to take it…
We will not know wat will happen to us the next moment, next day or even next sec…
So don’t waste the time with your love once…

Can’t score good grade yet hopping to get into poly…
Is tat possible? No idea, still a long way for me to know…
Even I get into poly, can I do well?? No idea…
But I will try my best to do well…
My GPA is only 3 now… Sian liao…

A word: Happiness there are so many meaning…
To me,
My happiness is knowing Dear and love each other so much…
HeeHee… Of course there more la, lazy to say…

Oh well, this past few days HOT weather AGAIN…!

I wan to cut my hair again,
Think of cutting my hair into . . . . . . . (Empty in my mind now)
Give me some comment if you think it suit me k...! :D Thxs...

5:22 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Saturday, July 12, 2008
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12:27 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Friday, July 11, 2008
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Heehee,
Receieve a Sunflower today from dear dear...

Well, wat has happened to me...
This past few day nothing to write lei...

5:10 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



Sunday, July 06, 2008
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I'm Back...!
Tmr got school liao...
Dear Dear is sick..! :(




9:52 PM

And I know you'll never let me go, right?
*i FeLt LoVe In ThIs WORLD*



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